" i Still love her .. " he said straight forward, i felt as if my heart was crushed .. deep down .. but i had to fake it i dont like seeing him like that :) He forgot about me .. but i just wanted to him to feel better so i said back :
" 3abowdi (: its not your fault babe. she's the one who lost you, hee el 5srana ! twalee , Live like theres no tomorrow :D ! "
" but .. Mawaz .. when t7been Someone so much , they cant just leave you and go away you know what i mean right? "
" yeah :) i no , even though i didn't try it but yeah i know what you mean, but you know 3abowd i wish i can do stuff to make you happy , lo abee3 el dnya hay el 5aysa walla i would do it (U) !! "
i just felt down and it was 12:47 AM. i just wanted to leave him and sleep and make these problems disappear from my head.
" Anyways 3boowdi baba will take my phone but as soon i get it i'll talk to you " i said in a rush , I was to shut my phone off but he kept PING!!! me like maybe over 15 times, " Mawazii .. Stay i don't know what to do alone please stay "
Seriously i felt sorry for him but what shall i do ? I stayed with him for a while then he said he feels sleepy and off, he slept at 3:30 and i had 3 hours to sleep and this is really annoying but i didn't do anything i just went to bed calmly :)<3!
I went to school and felt so sleepy and I to be honest i had my period and i just hated Tuesdays !! :( we have French and i have English which i didn't finish my stupid essay about the World War 2 and i just wish i could go home :) and i still feel down and keep thinking of what 3abood told me last night. how could this happen you know ?
At Islamcs " Miss Nadeeda momken aroow7 3end Matron? a7s mara maroom at7rak :') " . She told me the last 5 minutes I'll go to Matron, i held my Self for a while.
A5EERAN THE BELL RANG !! i rushed to matron and seriously I felt I was to faint but i told her i have a tummy ache and i couldn't walk a lot and i have a HUGE Headache :( , So she tucks me to bed and she tells me to rest for now and if I Still feel down she's going to call my parents to pick me up so this was the time i can act sick and go home to talk to Abdulla!
I felt funny .. like .. sick .. high fever .. flu .. I Don't know what i was feeling but i chilled a little this is when Matron checks my temperature when it was 41Degree !! :O i was in a panic ! because I Dont want to spend my weekend Sick !
She calls my parents and they took me to the hospital and I had a check up and yes x_x i had a HIGH Fever.
I Came back home , Mum&Dad took away my phone and they wont give it to me until i rest and sleep ! I Told them i just wanted to talk to one of my friends dgeega ! " BAS ! NO NEED FOR YOUR BLACKBERRY NOW SLEEP ! 7SASTEENAH YOUR HUSBAND 3AL FONE OR YOUR FUTURE BOY. " ... He was my future boy .. my Future everything, So then i kept thinking about him and i couldn't sleep... Until ..
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