Noughts Part 3

Until .. my Sister Mozoon comes in the room back from school , she threw her BB on the bed and she went to the bathroom . I Knew she'll take time inside so i called 3bood straight away .

Hope he answers >< , And he did ATLAST ! <3

I felt so EXCITED !! SO HAPPY !! <3

at 6:00 i woke up , this is when i saw mama checking my phone and i got so scared that she'll catch me talking to 3abood but she didnt cuz i re'named him as '3alooya' so no one catches me and when they ask me who is that i would tell them its Alia :p and shes a tomboy , So everything was ok until this happened .

I was sitting in the room doing my homeworks and planning my day and writing in my diary when my dad comes in the room and what caught my eyes was the stick.

before when i was a child , I knew that if dad or our uncles had the stick they would hit us if we did something wrong, So Yeah :) my heart was racing this is when my dad came 9oobi and hit me so hard and saying ' BTSWEENHA MARTHANYA ? ' and he kept hitting me until mum came in this is when she shouted at dad to stop :)

This is when mum talked to me , she asked me If i have facebook and what I named myself etc. i told her my name at Facebook was ' XXXX ' This is when she got shocked and said that today dad went to the meelas and they were talking about 'XXXX' Which had the same nickname of mine so he thought it was me :)

I Never knew this shit will ever happen to me, But who knows :) .

So today is a new day and the worst thing that I have swimming and i cant swim because i didnt want to show them all of my bruised body and WORST thing of all I forgot my swimming suit that means i have to use the school's swimming suit that shows like 90% of my Body so I had to rush to Rafia and tell her who write for me an excuse letter to the P.E department etc.

When they had their swimming lesson and i sat alone waiting for the Swimming lesson to end, All i was thinking of was 3abood and if he's still waiting and i just cant wait to go home and text him back and talk to him about what happened and all these stuff.

When i was back home i saw my phone and rushed to open it and talk to him! This is when i read ....

Noughts Part 2

so After 1 Year of Friendship . . . " Moaza ... I .." . I was wanting the word that is in my head to come out .

" i Still love her .. " he said straight forward, i felt as if my heart was crushed .. deep down .. but i had to fake it i dont like seeing him like that :) He forgot about me .. but i just wanted to him to feel better so i said back :

" 3abowdi (: its not your fault babe. she's the one who lost you, hee el 5srana ! twalee , Live like theres no tomorrow :D ! "

" but .. Mawaz .. when t7been Someone so much , they cant just leave you and go away you know what i mean right? "

" yeah :) i no , even though i didn't try it but yeah i know what you mean, but you know 3abowd i wish i can do stuff to make you happy , lo abee3 el dnya hay el 5aysa walla i would do it (U) !! "

i just felt down and it was 12:47 AM. i just wanted to leave him and sleep and make these problems disappear from my head.

" Anyways 3boowdi baba will take my phone but as soon i get it i'll talk to you " i said in a rush , I was to shut my phone off but he kept PING!!! me like maybe over 15 times, " Mawazii .. Stay i don't know what to do alone please stay "

Seriously i felt sorry for him but what shall i do ? I stayed with him for a while then he said he feels sleepy and off, he slept at 3:30 and i had 3 hours to sleep and this is really annoying but i didn't do anything i just went to bed calmly :)<3!

I went to school and felt so sleepy and I to be honest i had my period and i just hated Tuesdays !! :( we have French and i have English which i didn't finish my stupid essay about the World War 2 and i just wish i could go home :) and i still feel down and keep thinking of what 3abood told me last night. how could this happen you know ?

At Islamcs " Miss Nadeeda momken aroow7 3end Matron? a7s mara maroom at7rak :') " . She told me the last 5 minutes I'll go to Matron, i held my Self for a while.

A5EERAN THE BELL RANG !! i rushed to matron and seriously I felt I was to faint but i told her i have a tummy ache and i couldn't walk a lot and i have a HUGE Headache :( , So she tucks me to bed and she tells me to rest for now and if I Still feel down she's going to call my parents to pick me up so this was the time i can act sick and go home to talk to Abdulla!

I felt funny .. like .. sick .. high fever .. flu .. I Don't know what i was feeling but i chilled a little this is when Matron checks my temperature when it was 41Degree !! :O i was in a panic ! because I Dont want to spend my weekend Sick !

She calls my parents and they took me to the hospital and I had a check up and yes x_x i had a HIGH Fever.

I Came back home , Mum&Dad took away my phone and they wont give it to me until i rest and sleep ! I Told them i just wanted to talk to one of my friends dgeega ! " BAS ! NO NEED FOR YOUR BLACKBERRY NOW SLEEP ! 7SASTEENAH YOUR HUSBAND 3AL FONE OR YOUR FUTURE BOY. " ... He was my future boy .. my Future everything, So then i kept thinking about him and i couldn't sleep... Until ..